Parentless Girl

Just another Parentless girl,
Struggling in this big scary world,
Trying to figure out my life,
Fighting battles like a brave knight,
I get wounded and lose my strength sometimes,
Fall to my knees and ask God, help me please?
Then God gives me strength and hope,
He listens to my lame stories,
He understands my soul,
He makes me strong,
He makes me brave,
He helps me fight for what is right,
I might be a Parentless girl,
But as long as God is with me,
I’m not alone in this world.

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Mom And Dad

 

I miss you a lot Mom,
You know I miss you Dad,
This world, it just makes me sad,
These people, they try to bring me down,
They try to crush my dreams,
They try to walk all over me,
But I have your memories,
They keep on holding me,
Hugging me tight,
I know you’re watching me,
That’s what makes me feel alright,
I know you’re worried too,
But don’t worry I won’t lose this fight,
Just trust me okay?
I’ll make it out alive,
You’re my strength even when you’re not around,
Sometimes when I miss you it feels like I’m gonna drown,
But then I pull myself together and stand high on the ground,
It’s you who make me, me,
It’s you who make me strong,
I’m going to miss you everyday and hope to see you around.

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Happy Mother’s Day

 

Yesterday was mothers day and I was trying my best to be normal, to be okay…
I didn’t log into Facebook or Twitter just so that I could avoid all those posts by my friends about their Mom’s. But then I told myself that I can’t just hide from the world, I can’t just pretend that I am totally fine,I can’t just lie to myself that I don’t miss my mom because I did miss her in fact I felt like my heart was aching….

Yesterday every single second reminded me of my mom. The way she used to get all excited about what me and my sister got for her and then how she used to scold us after opening her present “Why do you spend so much money on these kind of things? I have you both that’s the biggest gift God gave me. I don’t need all these things.”
Moms are always like that..
“Don’t do this, don’t do that, don’t spend money on useless things…”
But now I don’t have anyone to tell me what to do and what not to do, what to buy and what not to buy…
It’s weird that when people leave they take a part of you with them.
Because of that missing part you’re not yourself anymore.
I miss you mama.
I wish I had a chance to say goodbye to you, I wish I had a chance to tell you that I love you and I wish I could tell you that you make me strong.

You’re gone too soon..

You might not be here with me but you’ll always be alive in my heart…
Happy Mothers Day Mama.

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